Hey guys,
I wanted to inform and explain to you why there haven't been any updates or progress since the beginning of this year. For those of you who are not interested in my personal problems you can skip this post entirely.
First of all, I'm not well, and that's no understatement, I mean it like that.
I've been in a clinic for the last 6 weeks, and probably will stay here for at least 2 more,
recovering from burnout/depression/chronic stress or whatever you wanna call it.
I don't have free internet access here (my own choice), that's why I couldn't reply to comments or email.
I'm currently posting this from my sister's phone who's visiting me (bless her soul).
There have been many downs and setbacks in the last few months from which I simply needed a break.
Our parents got divorced, shortly after my father died in November at the age of 58 due to a heart attack (how ridiculous), I lost my first real job due to "underperformance" and "no teamplay skills" (haha, sorry if I was not in the mood for happy small talk lately!) and there have been a few other things that added up to complete the mess, I guess everything was just a little too much to handle.
I don't know when I get better or when I can continue to work on this blog, hopefully soon.
The missing stuff & requests are saved on my computer but I don't have access to it right now, I'll upload and post it as soon as I get home.
Just wanted to clear things up so you're not left in the dark about the situation.
Sorry if I sounded a bit whiny here but that's how it is, life can be a hardcore b**** sometimes.
Hope you guys understand and I wish you all the very best, until then
Cheers!
I understand and will be happy when you return
BalasPadamI'm sorry to hear that, take care of yourself and get well soon.
BalasPadamTake your time. We'll wait. Life can be real hard some(/most)times. But I appreciate that you explained everything.
BalasPadamUnderstand you. Geht well soon!
BalasPadamThat's uh… heavy…
BalasPadamSeriously, you should put yourself first now. It's totally understandable that you were and will be away from this site for a while. Maybe you should've taken a rest sooner. I can't imagine what you put yourself through, trying to deliver for us, some guys/gals? on the Internet, while in the "real world" very real things were happening. It's not nothing, the events you describe. I'm struggling with my mental health from time to time as well, and while I can't possibly fathom what you're going through right now, I get the impression I wouldn't and couldn't have functioned normally as well.
Hopefully your head gets clearer, and you'll be ready to face the world again.
Take all the time you want, that's very important. Don't feel obliged to post again if you don't feel for it.
This, Harry Potter porn, is far less important to me than the well-being of someone else.
~ Agent007
P.S.:
I feel the need to end this post on a cheesy quote, so here goes:
"Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light."
- Albus Dumbledore
I'm very sorry to hear of your recent loss and struggles. It's been increasingly clear that not all was well on your end, but the reality was more serious than I'd expected.
BalasPadamThanks for taking the time to let us know where you are at. Ultimately, you owe us (non-patrons) nothing, but taking the time to communicate goes a long ways toward keeping the demands and expectations of us, your fans/supporters/community, in check.
Take what time you need. Hopefully, it will be of help with bringing your family together, finding a good, fulfilling job, and in healing your mental health. If/when you are ready to return, I hope it will be as a project you enjoy and not as more work and obligations.
Regardless, thank you and be well. - A fan
I hope you will be fun. Life sucks but that doesn't mean you should surrender. I clearly know how you are feel yourself now, so going to say that it's possible to recover and smile again. Be good.
BalasPadamsorry to hear all this. thanks for the notice! i wish you a speedy recovery, get well soon!
BalasPadamGet well soon , take care of yourself !!!
BalasPadamJesus Christ!
BalasPadamI've never know someone to complain so much!
You set up a Patreon page because you need 'Motivation' to continue doing this blog. So we support you. Then you disappear for ages with not so much of a "Hey guys. I know your supporting me with your hard earned money every month, but i really can't be bothered to make good on my promises. So you know. You'll just have to wait for me to be bothered." Then you come back after god knows how lonv and say in not so many words. "Oh guys... about that Patreon thing... yeah I'll have to change it to a pay as I create. Because I really can't be bothered to sit down and make regular videos like I used to. Hope you don't mind..." Now you say you've been fired from your job because of 'underperformance which is exactly the same reason your once popular blog is now failing. And you wonder why your depressed?! Why don't you just come out and admit to the very few fans that are still 'for some God knows reason' continuing to support you and admit that you don't want to continue with this blog anymore and just quit with some self respect? Rather than your fans hang around, hoping you'll make a comeback and wishing for a return to glory days of when your blog regularly got 10.000 views a month and you actually produced regular content.
He is sick. You clearly don't know what the fuck you are talking about, so I suggest you educate yourself on the subject of mental illness before spewing out more bullshit.
Padam"you wonder why you are depressed" jesus christ, haven't you thought about the possibility that the causality is the other way around?
Mmm... Bit strange that 'I'm' to educate 'myself' on the subject of 'mental illness' when I actually have studied in the the profession for more than 5yrs and in my understanding a vast number of so-called 'mentally ill people' are more than capable of dealing not only with the pressures of daily life. But also can be 'extremely influential' and 'inspiring' to the generation's that come after them. There is a reason why a lot of major businesses employ people with psychopathic tendencies in places of extreme influence. It us because their ruthlessness and ability to focus on achieving their goals can be greatly profitable to their buisnesses future endeavours. Also, there is a massive amount if 'highly educated people' who believe J.R.R. Tolkien was autistic. This, combined with the fact that a lot of people with quote-unquote "depression" are actually just extremely dejected and would rather wallow in their misery rather than actually deal with the root of their "depressio" which a lot of my experience has led me to believe is just a "I don't 'want' to deal with this issue" mentality. Does not harbour a great deal of sympathy from me.
PadamEducate 'yourself' on the true causes/positive and negatives of mental illness. Before you challenge someone who actually 'Is'. Mug!
it's fascinating how you can be trained in the field and still write a comment full of such opinions and unrelated stuff.
Padamyou should at least know that you can't possibily judge him or his actions because you haven't even met him and know almost nothing to justify your assumptions.
it's shocking that your studies failed so hard, as you evidently demonstrated in your comments.
What programme do you make your videos with?
BalasPadamIt's a game called "The Klub 17" by Sexvilla. You can find a lot here. http://modsgarden.cc/index.php
PadamAny news?
BalasPadamI haven't been here in a while. I Hope this guy is okay we haven't heard a peep from him in a month now.
BalasPadamSomething's are very hard to handle but hopefully when he's ready he'll come back. I wish him good fortune and the best of luck. Get well soon.
BalasPadamUpdate us please!
BalasPadamSite is dead untill proven otherwise.
BalasPadamWhat a shame the site is dry. I was really looking forward to some of the things to come.
BalasPadamSo are fine now give us some videos man
BalasPadamI hope you are feeling better. Can you try to give us an update on where things stand now?
BalasPadamYou don't think something happened to him?
BalasPadamYeah, he never came back.
PadamWould be at least nice to know you didn't kill yourself, mate.
BalasPadamIs it update in "next post" section, or i was blind and not saw it 2 months before?
BalasPadamWhatever... Promises promises...
BalasPadamare you back, i don't remember that "first foursome" upcoming before?
BalasPadamEven if he was, he hasnt bothered to alert anyone that he is. This site is pretty much dead.
PadamI wanted to ask this, but I didn't really knew where... What program do you use for the animation?
BalasPadamP. S. Your videos are great
HP Models
PadamDownload Harry Potter Base Models for 3DSexVilla2.
If you want to help with Pose Editing or have any questions, write a mail to
harrypotter3dsexies@gmail.com
Or simply send me your work and I'll post it here under your name if you wish.
Miro Video Converter
Easily convert videos to WEBM format to considerably reduce file size while maintaining almost the same quality. Very useful.
FaceGen
Use this together with the FaceGen importer from 3DSexVilla to create models from pictures of any person you like. You need at least one frontal picture of the person's face for it to work
are you the admin? :o
PadamThis "program" is a game. The Klub17 from Sexvilla or TK17. If you have questions or want serious tips, go here: http://modsgarden.cc/index.php
PadamHere, you will find a great forum and lots of resources.
Is this anonymous person loyalservant or a hacker?
BalasPadamProbably loyalservent if you look over the guys comments he is 'OTT' in his 'support' for loyalservent. A guy that just won't close down a blog that is 'clearly' dead, because he still wants people to stroke his ego and let him know 'some' people still enjoy his work and needs to feel 'loved' even though he doesn't want to get off his lazy fucking ass and do some bloody work!
PadamKind of like a washed up singer who, rather than trying to actually make something descent and bring in new fans, just keeps releasing 'greatest hits' albums (loyalservent's constant secret love recastings and remasterings of older videos) just to keep himself relivent inside his own head.
Come on man!
Do those who still support you a favour and either let go of your blog... or actually give us something descent to watch and celebrate your comeback!
Some of us still watch your videos because your stuff is 'brilliant' but the few of your fans that remain still miss you. But many of them have 'forgotten' you... do you really want that? Then at least show your fans some 'respect' and let us know you want us to forget you.
Some...? more like most lol
PadamIt looks like he might be losing some of his fans
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BalasPadamI hope you come back soon. I miss your content and wish to see more. .-. Really want more of Cho and Lavender and others. 😕
BalasPadamIt seems that he's not coming back. It's mentioned in other discussion groups that he's dead. A victim of depression. If true, RIP LoyalServant.
Padamhow was it mentioned that he's dead? could you specify plz?
PadamSomeone told me that his sister told him that LS killed himself. He was fighting severe depression after losing his job and family matters.
PadamLets hope its not true, for his sake.
PadamIf that's the case I'd wish someone would be able to get into his account and close down this site... So I dont have to waste my internet time checking a deadmans site for updates that will never happen... These do sound like classic, narsasistic rumours though. Propably started by LoyalServant himself to fuel his pathetic need for attention.
Padam#ManUp
Take your time , everything will sort out !!!
BalasPadamLoyalservant, those of us who also struggle with mental illness understand your need to "take a break" from stressors sometimes. Forget the haters and keep fighting. I hope you're doing well.
BalasPadamLove,
aloyalfan
i also struggle with mental illness and i still don't approve of how he handles things. don't generalize.
PadamAmen To That
PadamHe's right you can't generalise all people with mental health problems into 'understanding' his situation. Because I most certainly don't agree with his methods or sympathise with his situation...
amazing, thank you!
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BalasPadamhttps://www.imagefap.com/pictures/7618078/Emma-Watson-Sex-Simulator-Porn-Game-%28Download-bit.ly%2F2MHfR3x%29
BalasPadampeople with an Account should ask him about this site
PadamI was browsing my profile on Pornhub yesterday, and I noticed that LS (who I'm subscribed to) was on his account a few days ago. So it seems like he is alive and well, physically at least. Hopefully he has been able to come to terms with his other issues and maybe we'll even see him back here soon too
BalasPadamHe created a visual novel based on emma watson, but instead of uploading it to his main site he decided to post it on imagefap. I beleive whatever issues he has stems from this site, and hes done with it.
PadamI can't find that comic anywhere. Do you have a link you can post, or at least the name of the comic?
PadamI linked it in 26h August, but the direct link to the game is:
Padambit.ly/2MHfR3x
He never posted/finished the patreon request from last October :(
BalasPadamMan we need new videos now i we have waited for too long upload them now
BalasPadamA veela nature is 72 percent perhaps once he gets his life sorted out then he can complete it. Hopefully he's alright.
PadamHe might have died...
BalasPadamHe's not dead; just hiding.
PadamWe'll know for sure when this blog is closed.
PadamHey I hope u are alright because I really like your videos! You should at least upload the veela nature if u can't make new ones because I can't wait for it! Get well soon!
BalasPadamI've noticed some of his earlier videos have disappeared from certain websites they've always been on. What gives?! Very concerning.....
BalasPadamThat's just more proof that he is alive and attention seeking
PadamAnybody got some news on his situation?
BalasPadamHe took the money and run
BalasPadamI am giving him til 25 December. That will be exactly one year since he made a substantive post. If nothing new shows up by then, I will be giving up on this site.
BalasPadamI doubt he'll back by then. He hasn't posted anything since March.
BalasPadamHey Guys,
BalasPadamI know we´re all hoping that he will show up soon here,
I´m really missing his videos.
But if he won´t, it would be sad if his "idea" gets lost,
so I decided trying to continue his work on a new blog.
Maybe it will not reach the quality of his videos, but
living completely without these is not the way I want to choose.
If you agree with me, I would appreciate if you have a look here!
-> Harry3dporn.blogspot.com
Thanks!
I really miss his videos but I understand that he has a life to lead. By the way is it possible to make A Veela Nature with Fleur/Gabrielle/Harry? Because I was looking forward to see and their is something about his work that is artistic that you love it and I'd hate for it to be lost, if you can continue his work then I would appreciate it thank you.
PadamHey man it's the end of year at least now you must complete the upload !!!!!!
BalasPadamHey can complete any of the videos shown on the previous post once you are better big fan
BalasPadamI looked through the entire blog and you thousands of pictures and only 14 videos I suggest looking at those pictures and turning them into videos because the current ones are getting a bit boring this thing goes back all the way to 2013 so much wasted potential for videos because your pairing ideas in the pictures are awesome and deserve to be a video
BalasPadamrip man...this guy had some pretty good stuff
BalasPadamWhen will be the veela nature done?
BalasPadamI think he quit because I don't think you can be sick for a whole year
BalasPadamHe died...He's dead...dead...dead...dead.
PadamAt least he would have complete the veela nature before quit. I waited a year for it..
BalasPadamWish he would at least dump Veela Nature in whatever state it's in. Was looking forward to that one the most.
BalasPadamI was looking forward to first year Hermione and a few other unfinished projects
BalasPadamYou don't think that he was suicide?? I hope not. That would be horrible..
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PadamHes fine; just ignoring this site. If you go to imagefap and search his name/profile then you'll see that hes just uploaded some work recently.
BalasPadamnothing comes up there with loyalservant
BalasPadamhttps://www.imagefap.com/profile/loyalservant
BalasPadamThanks. Not much there & no videos but he last posted last month so it seems he's still with us. Surprised he hasn't returned to this site to take care of unfinished business.
BalasPadamEither that or an impersonator who doesn't have access to this site.
BalasPadamWhat a shame :(
BalasPadamThis guy may not have found the guts to face this site again. Perhaps he could have the decency to at least download Veela Nature to his imagefap page assuming it's really him. Strange he hasn't done so already.
BalasPadamSome say he died, codswallop in my opinion. No, he's still out there somewhere
BalasPadamI wish he at least came back and reuploaded his old videos/clips. A majority of links is dead now.
BalasPadamAny one help me get me something related to emma waston or harry potter porn and stuff help brother out !!!humble request
BalasPadamCheck this site out just search for a character like Ginny Weasley
Padamhttps://rule34.paheal.net/post/list/Hermione_Granger/1